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so not a whole lot has been going on, spring break has been interesting to say in the least. I now have an option to move to Wisconsin, i have mixed feelings on the situation. It would be easier for me to move home, wouldn't have nearly as much stress as i have here, but then i wouldn't really be progressing and i would be stuck in place. Dating lately has been kinda meh, i thought for once maybe this time something would work out but nope not this time, kinda sucks but oh well not much i can do about it now. It's just funny how I'm trying to do the things I'm supposed to but yet i have so much opposition, i guess that means I am doing the right thing. It is apparent why we all need to be patient and endure the opposition that comes up in our life, it's just so easy to be a dirt ball, then be a respectable individual, i wish i understood that earlier on in my life. sometimes i feel that i am cursed, and that nothing ever goes right or the way that i would like. it makes me wonder at times if there is something seriously wrong with me but i know there isn't, i just wonder at times. school should be interesting next week, haven't really been able to focus on anything involving school this entire week, i wish this big lack of motivation i have had all semester would just go away, but unfortunately its continued to linger around. well yeah nothing else to say now, i better go do something before i loose my mind.