Oh hai

So I have been doing slot of thinking over the past while now, thngs have been going much beter than they have in the past. I had seen a counsoler over the past couple weeks to figure out what is wrong with "Josh", fortunatly for me we were able to figure out some of the things that are wrong with me. I was diagnosed with seasonal effective disorder, makes sense that I only became more and more depressed when I had come home from m mission, less time outside and I was working graveyards. The key thing to seasonal effective disorder really is he small fact that the less vitamin d and sunlight that I recieve the more I become depressed. I just wish we had figured out that was the problem when I was younger. For the most part everything else has been going very well, except for schoolbthat was a disaster, but I have been dating a girl for the past month and a half or so and it has been great. I consider myself one pretty lucky dude to be dating someone like her. But other than that just been looking around for a job I hope that I find one soon before I go insane.