college

so i have to make the decision of which college i should go to fairly soon, really it's sort of a stressful situation for me. I have an indecisive personality which makes things quite difficult at times, especially when it comes to major decision making. So i have to decide if i should go to UVU, USU, Weber, or the U (if i get in). But i do feel like i am starting to get somewhere in my life, i graduated i have a 2 year degree now. Other than that change in my life i just work and that really is about it, there has been next to no excitement in my life, i am starting to feel like a zombie. i just had 6 days off but i lacked the motivation to really do anything. i think the majoirty of my motivation issues stem from my job, i work for 12 hours and lately my schedule has been gayer than AIDs. so when im at hoem i just want to sleep and sit around because im exausted. My dad came into town this last week, he told me i work more than he does, and he said that my job shouldn't control my life. im unhappy with the way things have gone over the last couple months, i feel used and abused. my dating situation is terrible as well, i dont even want to even think about that right now, but my mother has been driving me near to the edge of insanity with it. i just need to get out of this rutt that i am in, hopefully things will get better soon.