Life........

Well i haven't posted anything for a few days now and well that is due to life hitting me in the face with a lead pipe. lets see school pretty much just sucks, i hate all of my classes. Work well its work, i did play WoW for 6 hours though yesterday and that wasn't too bad, other than that work just makes me really tired and i realize that i just don't have a life. dating is not a particular soft spot with me right now, my parents well intentioned keep badgering me to go one dates, but its just adding to the stress i already am going through right now with trying to manage full time work (graveyards) with school, plus i will never have a weekend off, ever unless i change my schedule, which that cannot happon unless i transfer to another data center or someone else o the day shift wants to move to nights, but then i will probably still be working the weekend's but at least i would have my nights free. Really the main cause from my conclusion on things is that work is causing most of the stress in my life, some may wonder why since most of the time i sit here doing nothing for 12 hours at a time but that is the problem exactly, i go to work and do homework for 6 hours then i sit there and do absolutly nothing for the next 6 and i just think about how bad i suck at life, pretty chill huh? not really, that tends to be the problem me sitting around doing nothing always equates to an unhappy josh, thats jsut how i have always been. right now i feel as if i am having a bad dream that i just can't wake up from. i knew that life was going to be hard after just getting off my mission but this hard? i just really dont want to see how much worse things can get, because i may be complaining now but i know things could be alot worse. heck my engine could blow up again, I could get fired, someone i know could die, really there are so many ways to make things worse. Really for the most part i dont know why im complaining, i think its jsut what i do when im sick of crap.